Oh the Act!, 2025
Watercolor on canvas 
12” x 16”


Oh! The things you can think
When the spotlight shines on you
Surrounded by clouds of blue and pink 
Hurry now or you'll miss your queue
Shhhhh! Make haste it will be over in a blink!

   Picture it, Shadow Ridge Middle School, 2016. The lights on the audience dim and the pre-recorded orchestra fills the cafetorium. Behind a large wooden board, I sat (along with Thing 1 and Thing 2), waiting. My face was painted white with black whiskers and a nose drawn on and in my sweaty palm I clutched a microphone. The taste of Swedish Fish still lingered on my tongue - our teacher had said the candy would eat away all the butterflies in our stomachs. Twenty minutes earlier, the cast and I had sat in a circle, each of us sharing what we appreciated most about this experience, and I just remember feeling filled to the brim with happiness. Emerging from behind the board, I wasn't just singing lyrics, I was celebrating life.
   It's memories like these that serve as the key to fantastical reality, and in this painting I wanted to celebrate a moment in my life that I felt seen. The red and white represent the hat I wore as part of my costume, while the Ionic (pink) and Doric (blue) columns represent my identity - both masculine and feminine. Historically, columns are used to adorn places of importance to be honored, and when we honor our past, we celebrate our future.

Can you recall a moment from your childhood when you were overcome with happiness?

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